Our first child took 18 months to conceive. We wanted a sibling but figured it would take awhile except it didn't. There's still going to be 19 months gap and maybe it's cause my 13 month old is a handful or maybe it's the horrible morning sickness, but not once have I been anything but overwhelmed at the thought of 2. To the point where not only am I not filled with joy about the pregnancy but I'm also starting to feel depressed about being a Mother at all. I know I love my child but I long for the days of freedom whereas before I got pregnant I loved playgroup & all things Mum. Did anyone else feel like this? Will it get better when bubs is here?