I've been suffering financial hardship for a while now. Every day is a struggle to make ends meet and provide for our kids medical needs. I'm so over stressing about bills. Every time hubby goes out I take some time while the kids play to just cry uncontrollably. I miss being happy, I miss having people I could rely on being there for me. I feel so alone. We're expecting another bub (unplanned/protection used) and I think the hormones don't help.
Beyond Blue were no help on the phone after explaining that I'm not suffering unexplainable depression, what's going on and how it's affecting me. All they could offer was sympathy.
I've found out that 'friends' have been spreading rumours and I don't know who I can really talk to now.
I don't know what I'm asking for. I guess I just needed to vent. Wishing for a miracle